I definitely don't belong. I wish I could go back to the old Middle School days, where I was comfortable around everyone, where I knew what people would react to, where I know what people like, what they don't like, things like that. It's so hard in High School, it fucking sucks. I loved it up to like two days ago. Then it was just so fucked up, unbearable, I don't look forward to it at all.

Do you know that feeling, when you know someone's ignoring you, but you don't want to say anything about it? To make it worse? I hate that situation, it's happened to me a few times. Like now, there are a few people, who I'm pretty sure are trying to ignore me, and it's so obvious, like they can't just say the shit to my face. Like be fucking real, it's so annoying. Like at least tell me whatever the hell I'm doing, and what I can do to make it better or whatever.

Like for the third time in my life, I actually feel like an outcast.

That's definitely an unfamiliar character to me, because I don't often get that role in school. But like it's really tough being that, and I feel really bad when I make fun of other people who are the outcasts, because I never put myself in their position. Now that I'm actually kind of in it, it really sucks. It's definitely tough, like kind of unbearable.

Would right more, but I'm not in the mood.

How long's it been since I've posted on this thing? It's been freaking forever.

SCHOOL IS AMAZING I LOVE SCHOOL SO MUCH.

I'm going to make three different posts about school, one on the people, one on the classes, one on the actual school.

The clases:

Dance - Ms.Astone
Better than I thought it would be. Gayer than I thought it would be. :D

English 1 - Mrs.McDonaugh
Pretty boring class. She's mad nice though, it's really strange. She's like the VP of the school I think? I can fool around and shit in this class, she doesn't care that much. I think she does though. Also Trish is in this class with me <3 lol

Living Environment/Biology - Mr.Seltzer
A STEP DOWN FROM FUCKING HARDCORE ASS EARTH SCIENCE. It's so easy, so easy to fool around in this class, you have no idea. I love playing with the hair of: Aromie; Jenny; Tiffany. It's so much fun, especially because they don't care that much

Spanish 2 Part 1 - Sra.Roomet
She's pretty cool. I can tell her I love her, but she tells me it's inapropriate. I love her, she's so cute. Even though she has wrinkles and shit, more for me to love <3

Geometry Part 1/2 - Mrs.Ranzer
I really like Mr.Y but they switched him out of my class, over to algebra :[. So I've got to deal with her, she's pretty wack as a teacher, Mr.Y gave us all worksheets, NO NOTES. But we get notes in her class, and it's mad gay. But I heard she gives 99's like nothing, so I guess it's okay.

Lunch, College Cafeteria/Basement
Mad fun. Pizza, Blimpie's, Chinese Food, American shit, Vending Machines... Heaven.

Orchestra - Mr.Gerardi
You can go fuck yourself asshole. You don't know the first thing about percussion. Fucking hold both sticks traditional? Make me tune into the people who are fucking up? Wow, fuck yourself.

Global History - Ms.AuCoin
Pretty fun class. She can be a bitch when she wants, but she thinks i'm innocent LOL. Ignorance in it's greatest form :]